DIET DAY SIX
Day 6 already. difficult day 6. By the evening i was starving although i had had all allowed meals and snacks. I ate 2 provita biscuits before dinner. Not allowed but hunger pangs would
I have found that harder than dieting is handling the fact that u dont get support from the people around you. A fellow diabetic laughed at me mockingly when i told him not to eat a muffin. I am suffering to diet i said. I was crying as i was so hungry i said. Please dont do this to yourself. Dont get to the stage i am. I was trying to help becos i know the hell i am in. But i was laughed at and that hurt a lot. Half your battle is won if you are supported and encouraged in any battle u face in your life. But when you are mocked its not right. In indian homes the wife is blamed if anyone get sick. I will be asked why that person is in that state. If i say that i tried to prevent it then i will still be hung without a trial and the cherry on the top will be that i will be force to look after the culprit daily. But that is a topic for another blog.
For now i can say that the behaviour of some people and the complete lack of support towards me is very discouraging. On the third day, after i told my dietician that my sugar levels were down and i was sticking to the diet, she said "well done!" I was so surprised and pleased with this praise. I appreciated it so much and i mailed her to thank her. No one can succeed in life without any good comments and support. I know i cant. I am always supportive of the people around me. i expect the same. Expectations are not always met.
It is said that life is not easy. This is so true. But i hang in there. Someday i too will get my sweet reward.
Thanks for reading peeps and keep the sugar levels down.
Love and Peace
Lady S
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